Monday, June 8, 2009
I'm getting more & more restless day by day as 18th June approaches. I'm
not sure why is there such a feeling in me that I'm going to miss
someone/something important to me. That is the day first time in my life that
I won't being seeing her for a full one week. I'm already getting used to her
existence everyday, hearing her voice every night. Why? Why must god let me
have this kind of feeling? My heart starting to feel empty. Blood starting to
run dry. Breathing getting slower & longer. Am I ill? What's wrong with me?
Maybe this is what it feels like to lose someone very dear to me, temporary.
Maybe this is what every living being in this world call "love" "miss" &
"lonely". I really really love her. Muack. Kiss on the forehead. Hope she
sleeps well every night no matter where she is.
♥ Me Myself & I ♥ 10:42 PM